Gong Xi Fa Chai!

~Happy Chinese New Year Everyone~

Hope everyone have a happy NIU year.

Gong Xi Fa Chai

I found out that, I am quite DEAD

Ignore this, i am typing craps since i am bored and depressed

DEAD? yea..Not that kind of DEAD. Nor, Stress or what so ever. I finally realized, I'm always doing the same thing everyday. Like, TV, Computer, talk, study, sports.. etc. and it doesn't get interesting anymore. Even though is new game, new show or blabla. It feels like we're slowly beginning making this as our 'job'. What i did yesterday was, listening song, moody, try to be happy, chocolates, Tv, Msn, food and drinks.

Everyone have someone they love in their heart. It could be parent, friends, your love or maybe someone special. Forgetting someone like that is very hard. Some might take few months or years. During this kind of days. Also known as Goodbye Days. You will feel down, disappointed and more. And when you ask for advice, they will probably give you an answer that your heart will totally reject. The heart will lead you to something positive and is actually a negative. ' Maybe there's still chance? ' or ' Maybe i will work harder? ' is quite an example. Did you realized you will not lie to your crushes? Hahaha, yeah maybe some of them will.

I don't know why am I saying these When it is so close to Chinese New Year. And Happy Chinese New Year everyone. Maybe i just want to speak out a lil', i am not sure. A lot of things happened from the inside and the outside. I always knew that chances and lucks are against me. Tell the truth a liar is not working for me now. Maybe time is a cure. So let it be for now.

'Smile' version one
Wrote by Benjamin Lim

|Hearing your voice didn't always hurt
It's too late to stop it from the inside
I want to take back our time, but luck are always against me
There are no words, but your eyes can't hide what you want to say
I know.

You might not know
We don't need that sky if we're free to swim
Even if you won't talk about yesterday
I'll still be there to meet you tomorrow

Your fragile wings
Are just tired from the blue sky
You don't have to force your smiles for anyone
It's okay to smile for yourself.

I know time is running out
but in the end it will be alright
You just have to trust it will be alright
Because loving you was never, it was never tired
I know.

In these changing time the sun will shine
The star will fall into my hand
I will give it to you and fullfill your wish
It might only be one, but if is me i will
wish for your smile.

Your fragile, angel wings
Are just tired from the pure blue sky
You don't have to force your smiles for anyone
It's okay to smile for yourself.

Thanks for reading a useless post. Sorry for making jokes on you guys, i realized that i'm the same.
それを忘れることは難しい.

To My Dear Friend Darryl.

Darryl. Be Happy, even though i know is hard. But i know why you're depressed, and i really wanted you to know. Whenever, whatever happened I will always be your friend, stand by you. I hope you can cheer up.

Darryl, one of my friend that bring joy to me
Darryl, one of my friend that share his story to me
Darryl, one of my friend that is Sad
Darryl, you got a friend inside you're heart and that's me.

Anyway, I wish you happy everyday.

And also thank you, Enrico, Hong Sheng, Daniel and many more who listened to my stories when I'm depressed. Really. Hountoni Arigatou Gozaimasu.

Watasi no Kokoro itai desu. Sayounara.

What more I can say?

Did you guys read the newspaper? Yes, the most catchy article. The PAS YOUTH is gonna ban Rihanna from coming to Malaysia. As you all know, Rihanna will be coming over here to have a concert on February. The reason why they are banning her is because she wear sexy outfit and this concert will lead to eastern culture insult. WHAT MORE I CAN SAY>? Wearing a sexy outfit is wrong? What the hell.. They even tried to ban Avril Lavigne last time and they fined the Pussycat Dolls too for wearing sexy outfit in their concert. What i really want to say was, if this continue. Those singer and bands are not coming to Malaysia anymore... What are they trying to do man? Even if you stop the concert can't they just google and search for Rihanna's video? And wouldn't it be the same??? Cmon, think wisely.. Are they gonna ban even more things? They even banned Yoga, what's next? Koko Crunch? Kit Kat? Hello Kitty? or Ben 10? I am really disappointed even though i am not really into Rihanna.

Let me finished those belated b'day too.

Happy Belated Birthday to
Kevin Yesterday
Darryl Yap 5th of January
Wai Ghee 18th of January

for those i forgotten I'm sorry~

S. Update

Yes, i've transfered to Jasmin. Art1. A lot a lot a lot of things have happened. There's good thing and bad things. Let me start with the good things.

Good:-
Friends ~
No MORE CHEMISTRY AND PHYSICS
Miss ANNAMA~ WOOT~
En. Beh? ROFL~ Kay?

Bad:-
Dislike Someone*
Add Maths. Memang ada.
Stupid fan.
The stairs to go up to the class. Man...
etc..

Did you realised En. Beh oftenly used kay when he start a sentence?
'Kay, macam ini kay. Kay faham tak? Okay, next'
The basketball training has started last week. A friggin' tough training for MSSD. But is for the best so no complains. We have to run 5 rounds around the school backfield. A LOT OF RUNNING and basic training about team work. Taekwondo training is starting too. I am gonna be more skinny.

Man, I love En. Zol too. Damn funny and his activities is more interesting and fun than the past 3 years. Today we played a game. I forgotten the name. But is FUN in the end we won 10-7 hahahha damn nice.

Drink more water everyone! Is HOT even i got sick. So don't try to drink my water. It will get you into more trouble even you cure you're thirst.

NAH HAPPY? SUET YEN! I FINALLY UPDATE MY BLOG!!! HAHAHAH THAT'S ENOUGH!

BYE~!

School

Yes. I mean NOOOOOOO I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO ART ONE AND NOW I AM IN SUB SCIENCE.

So i wrote a letter to Pn Lee to change my class to Jasmine. Weird huh/? I am not so interested in engineering or medicine. I just want to study math's subjects. ' Sub Science also got werd..' Yea. but chemistry is friggin' hard. You need to remember 38 formulas in 2days. By the way, I don't dislike my class. I love it. Just that i want to focus on maths. So i decided to go art1. Heh, but not confirm i can go into Jasmine yet. I will know whether i will be going there on Next Friday. Hmmm, sitting with Meng Kit. Hahahha, today we went to hall and i almost slept. Very very sleepy today but i have sejarah's homework.. Need to finish it before i take a nap. I hope I can change to art cuz it will be easier for me. Must study harder. Gotta go do Sejarah thingy Bye~

Tagged by Suet Yen

The rules:

Link to your tagger and post these rules.

List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people

- I am now trying to control myself from chocolates

- I love Strawberries?

- I am bored now.

- Me LIKE RED WINE *GLUP*

- Yes i love chocolates

- I killed my fishes by accident long time ago

- I am dramatic.

- I MISSED YOU MY FWENS~

Tag:

- Ee Wen

- Si Wei

- Meng Kit

- Kevin

- Seow Jing

- Bridget

- Xiao Lin

- Enrico

#You

First Name : Benjamin?

Nickname : err? Benji or Benja

Name you wish you had : Ahh my name is good enough

What do people normally mistake your name as : Benza. Bernzaamin

Birthday : 29th of November

Birthplace : Petaling Jaya~ Assunta.

Time of Birth : Err not sure maybe afternoon

Single or taken : Single.

Zodiac sign : Sagittarius

#Your Appearance

How tall are you : 168??

Wish you were taller : OF CUZ LA. The Taller The Better xD

Eye color : Black + Brown

Eye color you want : Mine is good enough

Natural Hair color : Black, Natural

Current Hair color : Black?

Ever dye your hair a bizarre color : I have never dyed my hair before

Last time you did something dramatic with your hair : My hair with a hairband and couple of clips cuz is hot.

Glasses or contacts : Both?

Do you wear make-up : NO, Natural is the best!

Ever had hair extensions : Err nope.

Paint your nails : Once, with highlighters.

#In the opposite gender

What color eyes : Anything

What color hair : Anything

Shy or Outgoing : OUTGOING.

Sexy or Cute : Cute?

Serious or Fun : Fun>? But at least a lil' serious

Older or Younger than you : Err.. Same year Never mind?

A turn on : Nope.

A turn off : Yea.

#This or that

Flowers or Chocolates : Stupid question. CHOCOLATES LA~

Pepsi or Coke : Isn't it the same?

Rap or Rock : Both

Relationship or One night stand : Relationship.

School or Work : School.

Love or Money : Both .

Movies or Music : Both .

Country or City : Both .

Friends or Family : Both .

#Have you ever

Lied : Yeah , a lot?

Stole something : Yeah.. err i am sorry.

Smoked : NO SCREW CIGARETTE

Hurt someone close to you : Yeah ?

Broke someone's heart : Hmmm. My parents?

Had your heart broken : Yup

Wondered what was wrong with you : What's wrong with my taste bud and my stomach?

Wish you were a prince/princess : Hahaha. Sometimes.

Liked someone who was taken : Heh, yeah

Shaved your head : ALMOST

Used chopsticks : Me CHINESE

#Favorites

Flowers : Err.. Roses la.

Candy : Skitters! Chocolates etc.

Song : Too much to list out

Scent : Anything but not perfume and crappy smell

Colour : White.

Movies : Too much to list out

Singer : A lot

Words : HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

Junk foods : Banyak la

Website : http://www.youtube.com/userfartboy456 (:

Location : Home.

Animal : Ant.

#Misc

Ever cried over someone : Yeah?

Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself : Weight, Height still okay

Do you think you're attractive : Don't Friggin' Ask me

If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose : I will choose the fairy la. To get wishes

Do you play with any sports : Basketball, Football, Badminton etc.

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!~

HAPPY NEW YEAR!~ TO EVERYONE!~

Went to 1u just now to count down. So many people. AND JUSTIN IS THERE! The Hongkong artist in case you don't know. xD FUN! Went with Yong, JW, Soon and Leon!